Wednesday, July 05, 2006

Daily update

Today I feel pretty good. No dizziness, no nausea, no cramps. Maybe a little constipated…but that’s to be expected. So, is that a good thing? Or a very, very bad, not pregnant, kinda thing?

TB was in a good mood this morning. Perhaps my middle of the night visit to his room where I cried over how mean I’ve been feeling penetrated his dreams. Who knows…

Blood and ultrasound tomorrow morning. Do you think it can tell me anything?

This waiting is harder than I thought it would be. And of course, I just found out (although I’ve suspected for several weeks) that one of my coworkers is pregnant. I’m happy for her, I really am! But fuck, how come I can tell when everyone else is pregnant, but not myself? Or, does that just mean I’m not pregnant?

Chub club tonight. Yippee…not. I hate that place. My “coaches” as in skinny minny meanie ladies, are not exactly motivating, just bitchy. They don’t like me. I know it. I hate not being liked. If I find out I’m pregnant next week they can just kiss my flat ass, cause I’m out of there. No preggies on their plan! Please let me be pregnant so I don’t have to see the mean ladies every week any more!


  1. Just catching up on the last 5 posts- I had symptoms in all 3 pregnancies pretty early (like within days of transfer).
    I hear you on kids driving you crazy- my son likes to test limits. Good luck with your PG test next week- are you going to cheat and pee on a stick? I like to know what I'm dealing with, so I usually do. Just don't do it too early.

  2. I do another HCG shot tonight, so I think the pee stick will be useless. I'm afraid to get a false positive from it, get excited, then find out the blood test is negative. You better believe that after I get a positive blood test I'm going to pee on a stick. I'd like to see at least one positive test in my life. Besides, I need one for the baby book right? ;)