Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Six weeks, two days

Ultrasound tomorrow morning.

I'm terrified. I have this overwhelming fear that there will be no heartbeat, meaning the pregnancy is over.

I don't know why I feel this way, other than I don't feel pregnant at all. Of course everyone tells me that's normal at six weeks. Yet, it still frightens me that I have no nausea, no overwhelming exhaustion, no insatiable hunger. All I have is major moodiness, and I mean major. I just hope my fear has more to do with hormones than something substantial.

I've wavered since last Friday (yes, one day after my last US) about calling to be able to come in early for at least an HCG level.

Will I be this paranoid and insane for the entire pregnancy (provided there is one after tomorrow)?

1 comment:

  1. This was always the hardest part for me- trying to make it to heartbeat. Partly because for me, 2 out of 4 pregnancies never saw a heartbeat.But 2 out of 4 did, so you just never know. Good luck tomorrow!