In which my insanity once again takes over and I prove just how pathetic I am

I have a mommy date next week! A second mommy date actually!!

Whoo hooo!

And

Eeekkk I'm nervous.

What if I blow it? What if I say something stupid, which I've been known to do, and she thinks I'm an idiot?

Oyyy...the pressure.

So, Kiel and I are going to the zoo with a mommy (Keri) and her little girl (Mia) that we met in Kindermusik class last spring. We had a play date with them at their house* a couple weeks ago and all had fun.

And now, a second date! Did I already say eekkkk?

I really like Keri, and we have a ton of stuff in common, and I really, really want her to like me and be my friend.

On the pathetic scale of 1 to 10 I'm at an 11 right now, right? Yeah, I thought so...


*I'm not even going to get in to the issue that their house is huge and gorgeous and absofucking spotless clean. You know, the total opposite of my house. Ughhh...