The BIG BOY bed

I've spent the last few weeks redoing TB's bedroom. He's out of the crib and in to a big boy bed now. He's doing great with it!

I thougth I'd show off some pictures of what I did in his "new" room.

You can see the airplanes on his "sky," and the trains and trucks border. I'm very pleased with how it all turned out.

I have a few things I still want to do, like put up some display shelves to put some of his Noah's Ark collection and his Russian toys. The curtains came down and I installed a cellular shade after I took this picture.

I love my Martha Stewart side. I wish I could do it all the time. I'd much rather be "creating" than doing anything else.

Updates on fertility

We are still attempting to move forward with the IVF. I haven't posted much on it because the last big post I did seems to have disappeared. I figured maybe it was telling me something, because it was a long ramble of how unfair everything was. I realize now the cyber world just doesn't need to be polluted with all that negativity.

We talk to the urologist tomorrow about how to move forward. Whether we will do TESE or move on from there. I'd like to get going this cycle, but I think we may have to wait one more. I'm trying to be patient. In the past when I've pushed things too fast I've lived to regret it.

The Dilemma

So here I am, playing around with my blog settings and trying to see if anyone is visiting me. Whoohoo...it looks like a few of you have found me. Including....Amazing Daddy! Hi honey!!

Now it's no secret from him that I have a blog. I even asked if he wanted to read it when I first started it, but he told me no, he'd let me have my privacy. So, imagine when I look at my stats and see that an ISP from his place of work is a frequent visitor. Hmmm...Now, I wonder who that could be? So I call (since I happen to be at work myself) and ask him, wondering if he will lie. Fortunately for him, he's a bad liar, and I think he knows it. He says he looked because I told him not to. I don't actually remember telling him not to, but I do admit that I was writing with the thought he wasn't reading it.

So...The dilemma, do I care that he reads it? Do I edit my thoughts now knowing he is reading it? Or do I just consider it "reader beware" and figure if he doesn't like me talking about his penis he shouldn't look?

Any thoughts on this one ladies and gents?